I woke up. Its 2:07 am. Its hot. So I try to go back to sleep, but I can’t. I came downstairs to the living room and served myself some butter pecan ice cream. Its awesome. I can’t go back to sleep, so I’m watching the Cleveland Show on Hulu.. Then I decide to check facebook. Turns out my “crush” is married. To who? My cousin told me not to overthink things too much, but you know… like still. I’m married to a girl on facebook, but guys don’t get married on facebook to guys &he changed his relationship status, so he must be the one that likes the girl. Whoever that girl is, she must be really lucky. Sometimes, I think I just need to move on. I’m only 15, well 16 in less than a month, but I need to get over this motherfucker. I’ve liked him the whole age of me being 15; since last August. I know it would kill me to see him kiss someone else, though, or maybe it wouldn’t. I have this thing where I get like obsessions with someone. I’m not creepy, i just start to care more about what they do &say. Its not even a crush, just like a mini-obsession. I need to forget about this kid. Once my phone turns back on, I want to deactivate my stupid Facebook or somehow stop going on as much. Its just drama &unnecessary pain to see him with someone else. Oh well, this always happens. Fml.